Originally written in August 2015, I was at one of my lowest points and even having the training and tools I have, could not see anything good on the horizon. I managed to pull another good distraction and got stuck in my story. I tried to pretend that it wasn't happening, focus on the higher! But, actually I was focussed on how much shit I was in.

It’s the last day of the month and my debit orders are about to start pinging off on my phone. I am at my wits end. I know I will have enough money to cover the majority of my major expenses, especially the debit orders and my rent, but the problem is that the money isn’t all in my account right now, and won’t be until the middle of the month. This, to any rational person, would not be such a major issue except for the fact that they might have to tell a few creditors to try again in a few days. The world will not end. I will not be blacklisted, I will not have my possessions taken away.

The thing is that I don’t like to owe anyone anything and, I have an assumption that says that Money creates conflict, so whenever anything has to do with money, it is going to create some form of conflict. As in; I will have to spend what little I have on fixing something unexpectedly, or one of my income streams will have a hiccup and not pay out, or I will have a splurge and spend it on some junk food or an evening out, which will leave me without enough money to meet my obligations and therefore, create conflict.  

I have not had many times in my life where I have had to deal with situations like this. Even after being unemployed since the beginning of the year, I have still managed to keep my little family ticking over and meeting my obligations.

Being able to get through a time like this has to do with staying focussed on a higher ideal, your higher vision. In my case that is building a fun and vibrant events business, together with living my passion of coaching and teaching others. It is when you stay focussed on what end results you want to create, that you begin to operate from a creative orientation, and can stay ahead of the game.

Let me explain a bit more about how the process works. Imagine in your mind’s eye that you have an elastic band pulled tight between your two fingers. Your left hand finger represents the vision of what you want to create, and the right hand finger represents what is going on for you right now in your every-day life or current reality. The taut band in between the two causes creative tension. Your subconscious mind then gets put under strain to resolve the creative tension, which it does by listening to where you put the most focus, i.e. if your focus is on your limiting beliefs, then you will keep on creating more of what is happening in your current reality. But, if your focus is on creating an epic end result, then your subconscious delivers to you creative and unique ways to achieve your vision.

So guess where I have been focused…